I feel like shit to. lol..(LIFE STORY)

Well for those who dont know, i thought ill start a quick topic about it, I had a crash....a bad one....on the 18th of of september. At about 11 pm. On the way home from my Freinds house. (dave-db) coming up to the little millhill round about on the a41, by bullit cars showroom. In the outside lane slwoing down to the lights...about 55 mph. I see this car come out of the turning on the right he starts pulling across towards the inside lane... i moved to the inside lane to try and avoid it hoping hed see me, then stop giving me room to go infront of him...it was a big car so no room to go behind him....but he didnt see me. i moved over again to the inside lane to avoid it but he carried on going. screeching into the side of him at about 45-50 my body levered over the front left part of his car smashing my face into his windscreen as i went over. Which is when my helmet came off... i then cleared a parked car bounced ff the road slid across the bed of glass and plastic before a parked taxi brought me to a halt....a very sudden on... Lifted my head to see a woman walking to wards me...then next thing i remeber was being on a spinal board + neck brace looking up...all i could see was blue lights and some stars...and the top of a lampost lol and some ugly fat paramedic lol. But yeah aparently i was unconcious for about 15 minutes after i looked up then slumped. Oh and youll be pleased to know my bike landed on the bonnet of a renault clio...thats one more of them off the road lol... ..Fucking french....oh yeah the guys in the car were two foreigners...portuegese licence... arc: in a rented 08 reg c class mercedes...LOL MERKED

I feel like shit. Im haunted by the sound of crushing metal and smashing glass. Scared to go to sleep because everytime i do i re live the last seconds, and wake up on impact. All the fluid from behind my kneecap has ruptured and is loose in the back of my joint. the shattered bits of bone are working there way into my muscle. ive got big pink scars on my face where my roadrash was all over my back, and a 40 cm laceration on my back just under 2 cm deep in places. My right arm looks like ive stuck it in a cheesegrater. covered in stitches. Sitting in my room, stonedd out of my head on morphene based pain killers, anti inflamatories. anti biotics, and have to eat biscuits to keep my blood sugar levels up to stop me passing out. Im stoned out of my head on weed aswell. i know i shouldnt mix. but the pills take the pain away...not the stress...which is why abit of herbal remedy is needed . in a cast from hip to ankle aswell and fuck me does it weigh alot, feels like its going to pull my leg out of my hip when i stand up :rofl:...

daddy wasnt there.....lol. Dad was at home in bed with his 25 year old gold digger girlfreind who wont let him see or speak to me. she fones me up saying things like shel see more of my dads money than i ever will etc etc. but fuck him, i phoned him...he said can you mve your fingers and your toes, i said yes....he said ok bye and hung up... he hasnt seen any of his mates for over 8 months and last time i saw him...i cant even remember to be honest...Fuck him its his loss. he wants a 25 year old woman that used to be a man then so be it. One day im sure hell realise than christina used to be chris. Thanks for anyone that cared enough to read this lol, im so fucking stoned i can barely see...and i need to keep reminding myself to breath lmfao and my gf's asleep and i wanted someone to talk to. ale:

 

Wake the bitch up. ill be round later

 

whats your adress man ill send u sum grapes and flowers and a get well soon card and a 1/4 if your lucky sorry to hear about it all atm. must be shit.

 

shit neva new that happened, how was the bike. what bike was it your dtx thing ?

get well soon jamiee

 

Yeah was the dt. Havent even seen it yet. Still at the compound. Got a letter form them saying that the 'remains' of my vehicle are being held there.

 

wow that readly is depressing . i think you should ust have a nice get together at your house lol

 

Awwww, last me be made me laugh tho :emb:

Get well soon.

 

Get well soon matey. Just think about the 15+ grand comensation

 

Get well soon brv.... im comin to see my man as soon as i get my car back....

 

Read about ya crash in other topics here n there n sorry to hear about it. Least you was aware of that it might happen, makes things 10x better rather than having a mind thinking it won't happen so nice one 4 that.

"I feel like shit. I'm haunted by the sound of crushing metal and smashing glass. Scared to go to sleep because everytime I do I re live the last seconds, and wake up on impact"

When I had my bike nicked etc I couldn't sleep or had to be doing something all the time to keep my mind off of it. The best thing I found was get in a comfy seat/bed then play the 360 till your that tired that you don't realise you have fallen asleep and you won't even think about it.

You'll get through it mate.

 

:msn1:

Sorry to hear about that.

The only part i remember from my crash was flying over the bonnet of the car and some stupid bitch asking me if i was insured.... while the driver parked the car up at home.


Cunts :wtf:


Hope you get a nice payout though, ive still got fuck all for my accident (4 months ago).

 

Time heals all wounds j. remember that. Fuck em, you've got us. Right guys?
Things may take 6 months, it may takes 2 years, but it will all pan out for you.
I had the same thing with my dad when i was in hospital. He's bird is a twat. He didnt even fucking know i was in hospital having an operation.(And i live with him FFS)
Best of wishes tho
And j, smile man

 

sorry but i actually LOL'd

 

you've made him cry now kyle :msn1:

 

nah am with you he has got us.

but the way you worded it and i read it just made me piss my pants

 

i thought it sounded abit gay, but ive been in his situation an i had no support.
Its always nice to come on here an have a banter
Like u said, he got heads on here, but for all you arse bandits,we.are not.gay.























































kyle is tho